| So basically, some friends of mine and I were just relaxing by the pool at one of our apartments when these girls came to swim. They had been bothered by these local Chomoron guys all night so they came to the pool to get away from them. We decided to stay after the security guard told us to leave so they wouldn't have to stay by themselves and we would walk them back to the apartment they stayed in. Well those fucking faggots decided to jump our asses... yeah, I'm pretty pissed off right now. Those guys are lucky that Carl was smart and backed down or else he would have killed them... and I would have no reservations about helping him hide the bodies. |
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| So I looked at this site a few days ago and realized a lot about myself and how much I have changed since the last time I was here. Well lets recap everything that has happened since last I was here. Went to college, bad break up, mental break down, dropped out of college, drank a lot, worked at Waffle House, joined the Navy, drank a lot, left for the navy, found girl of my dreams, quit drinking and smoking, Navy sucks, stuck in Guam, miss girl of my dreams, shit happened, still with girl, feel helpless, desperate, and depressed. So basically to anyone who has followed this xanga at all... same shit different day. I left out a few things but really who cares? Now I find myself in the same boat I was in when I killed this xanga. Lonley and questioning my entire existance. Many things have changed and the circumstances are different but when it comes down to it it's all the same shit that I just can't deal with. Sometimes I wish that I would have succeeded in certain things but that just comes with being depressed. I'll fix it though, and I tell myself if it doesn't hurt than it's not worth it. lets hope I'm right...
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| i guess i'll resurect this sucker, just to post random thoughts. so next random thought i have... i'll post it. |
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| Jacob's Xanga 01/10/06 - 09/5/06 |
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